Tuesday, April 26, 2011

I love this blog, it's totally me!

I know I JUST made a blog post but as you know by now I love getting my emotions out in words and something just struck me as I looked through my short time on here. Everything is totally me. The good, the bad, the ugly and even the uglier than that. All the typos, forgotten words, probably bad grammar, all of it. My thoughts and feelings in their full, unedited glory. I would go back and fix mistakes, but I want to see how much better I get as time goes by. I looked up an old account on Help that I forgot ever existed and man, it was AWFUL. Text typing and uh! Back then I didn't give a crap I probably thought it was cool, but now it makes me cringe! I see spelling and grammar as an art form now and although I'm no Michaelangelo, but I do my best to make each post a master piece of perfection (which they are far from, lolz). But yeah my other blog on Tumblr, that was mostly for the readers. And I had some. But it was very unsatisfying and I found myself bored and 'pent up' by it. With this, I am totally free to talk about ANYTHING. I don't care if I ever get readers (though that would be cool) just knowing that my thoughts and feelings are out there in cyber space for anybody in the world to read instead of kept secret in a locked up book or heart, just lifts so much weight off my shoulders. I've talked about before how doing the typical childish things to get out your emotions (crying, screaming) just doesn't do it for me. I don't have the ability or patience for drawing and painting (though I wish with all my heart that I did) so I can't get my feelings out that way. But, I talked about how important writing is to me before. This post is more about the blog itself and me. I'm not going to lie it's one of my pitfalls and I think it's everyone's pitfall, I love talking about me! Especially when I'm bored. So, here goes. ~self indulgence time~

Oh yeah, this pitfall will be useful in the future when I go back and look at how I've changed. Here are some pictures and things. It's stuff that makes me angry, sad, happy, horny all of it! I mean, not EVERYTHING that would be to many pictures, just, one thing from each category. ^_^

Happy! =)

Kitties! (Big or small, hair or bald, I love kitties of all kinds!)

Sad :(

If people would only each try to reach their full potential, and practice what just about every religion and philosophy has said, then the world would improve 10 fold! But they don't. They live their mediocre lives barely able to see beyond their own nose. 


Horny! :D


Pissed! )=(


(to clarify, I agree with this sticker)

I know there must be more emotions, but I can't really think of any! Maybe emotions are like colors, you have your primary and the ones you get when you mix the primary.

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