I hate my hair, I can't do anything with it.

$55 for a perm and 4 days later it's already going back to normal! I was told that in about 2 weeks the curls would loosen up but it's already just waves. Sigh... at least I know now. My hair is thin, fine, and super straight. I have a huge cowlick right in at the beginning on the part on my giant forehead, so I can't have bangs to cover up that giant forehead. And also limits what I can do with it. Most all hair things are either to big or to small, I don't have enough to pull off short hair as it will just lay flat against my head and look worse than when it's long. I can't blow dry to give it some volume with MAJOR frizz. I have some stuff to help that now and I haven't tried it yet, but something tells me it won't help much. No bangs, no curls, no volume.. talk about boring ugly hair. I suppose I could put it in a million braids every night and spray it like hair spray is going out of style, but that would take my entire evening, and now that I have a job evenings and days off are all I have to look forward to any more. I know that's bad and you're suppose to take pride in the work you do or something, but it's a part time job at Walmart there's barely any pride in being a manager there. It's Walmart, it's not a great wonderful thing that makes life easier it's a big monstrous super store that closes down small businesses and gives jobs that no one can be proud of. Then again, working at any large chain of  grocery store no matter how high your position is not something I would be proud of. But Walmart? Somehow that's the worst one. Anyway, my hair doesn't do what I tell it and is determined to look flat and horrible so I guess I'll just have to look flat and horrible. I'M WEARING A FUCKING PUSH UP BRA RIGHT NOW. I didn't get beauty, bronzes or brains so what's left? Doesn't everybody have at least one of those things? Apparently not.