This is the night

This is the night before the picnic.

I am going up to Thornton tomorrow and Broomfield to visit a friend. I am also hopefully going to see my brother while I'm there. I've spent this night preparing a picnic of strawberry cream cheese sandwiches (strawberry slices with a mixture of cream cheese, honey, and orange zest on whole wheat bread), roast beef wraps (bean sprouts with homemade organic Italian dressing and carrots wrapped in a slice of roast beef) with cucumbers on the side and snickerdoodles for desert. I am also bringing lemonade, it might take 2 coolers!

Even with all of this going on it is hard to keep the depression at bay. But I don't want to talk about it right now. I just want to have a good time tomorrow.

My friend says he's not going to eat, I hope he does or I will be sad and slightly offended. He is having a bad night because the guys brought home girls and yeah... anyway, I really hope I can cheer him up tomorrow. I am getting him out of the house and treating him to a nice picnic, he better feel a little bit better!

Anyway, that is all that's happening tonight. I am really excited for tomorrow but a little bit scared of the drive. Oh well, I will live.

Good night!