Crazy

It's amazing.

All I did was decide that I wanted life to be different. After graduating Job Corps, I didn't want to go back to the basement. I wanted to travel, and I wanted a job that wasn't retail or food. ANYTHING pretty much but retail or food. So, thanks to my brother, I got a job with a traveling portrait company. And although I am not happy with the company (at first I loved the company, everyone seemed so nice and they talked a lot about self improvement stuff... then I realized that as a contracted employee, it is illegal for them to be taking %50 of my commission (which is my only pay) but they do because they consider us "part of the company" but apparently not part of it enough for benefits) it is a HELL of a lot better than walmart or taco bell, two places, and places similar, which I REFUSE to be apart of, unless in cases of desperation. But, here I am in a little horror movie town in Kansas with a lady, who I drove there with in my new car.

When I was little, I was determined that my first car would be red. Funny thing is, I got this car because the neighbors happened to be selling it and mom and daddy happened to decide to buy it for me. It wasn't until later that Megan reminded me that I had always said that my first car would be red. Coincidence? Maybe... but there seem to be a lot of coincidences like that in my life. As a kid, I wanted to move to the country to get real horses, but not so far that I wouldn't be able to see my friends. I wanted my room walls painted, I wanted posters, I wanted a skateboard, I wanted a family car that had sliding doors and a dvd player... and later on in life I wanted military school that could somehow get me a high school diploma, and simultaneously wanted to get out of the house, at least for a while. Now, with the descriptions of the latest desired happenings above, I will tell you that every last one of these things have come true. Maybe I wanted a lot of other things that have not come true, and I just don't remember them because I didn't get them. I'm sure that has happened, but considering just some of the things that HAVE happened, I am thinking of coming to the conclusion that something strange is going on. I don't know if it's God, the law of attraction, or something else. But I am really thinking that it is, in fact, something.